I remember...

Lately I been jamming to this song called I remember by Deadmau5. I really recommend if your into the dance/techno music. this is a song that's not too fast but not too slow... btw its 9 minutes long lol (mp3 version). But getting to the point, this is a song I can escape my surroundings and "remember" my past. Remember all the struggles I been threw just to be the person I am today. Shit I remember the good times I had also... this is song that's going to take you on a roller coaster full of emotions so hold on tight, and prepare for the ride.
   As I am writing this blog (sorry it took me so long to post), I am jamming to the song. For about a week I been angry at the world and myself especially my past. And I know, I need to let the past go... if u going tell me that please fuck off. As humans we should already know that is one of the most hardest thing to do in life but something that should be done. Believe me its for our benefit and of course, to continue to live this short life we have.
   I wish I could have my mp3 in my ears all the time... a mini escape from the world because reality is a hell we have to face. Its funny how we say we want to go to heaven and not hell but in reality, WE LIVE IN HELL RIGHT NOW. Now I am not going go all church on y'all but just think about my opinion. You can agree or disagree I don't care, just express your opinion.But back to my point, the song is amazing and I feel that yeah the past is going make you remember good and bad stuff, but there is always another day. :)
  
 Here are the lyrics:

Feeling the past moving in
Letting a new day begin
Hold to the time that you know
You don't have to move on to let go

Remember turning on the the night
And moving through the morning light
Remember how it was with you
Remember how you pulled me through

I remember (repeat)

Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go

Remember turning on the the night
And moving through the morning light
Remember how it was with you
Remember how you pulled me through

I remember, i remember

Feeling the past moving in
letting a new day begin
hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go

Add to the memory you keep
Remember when you fall asleep
Hold to the love that you know
You don't have to give up to let go

I remember

Taking it to the shower...

   Yes I am taking a sexy ass guy in the shower with me! (I wish!) Okay but on a non-sexual note people, I know there has been at least one day in your life where you had a long day at work, school, or wherever the hell you do during the day and you come home. The first place you go to is the shower, turn the water on hot (I would think y'all take hot showers), get undress and hop (not literally) in the shower. What a way to end the day,huh!?
   Its exactly what I did today. I feel like showers are a place where u can escape from the world but also let reality set in because literally and mentally you're naked. Your mind,body,heart and spirit, are expose and there is nothing to hide at that moment of time. They are all the chapters of the book that as a whole is called life. Showing and describing different parts of your life from different points of view.
   My mind wonders while I am in the shower... the thought of me still existing here on this planet ponders me. "I should of been dead 5 years ago but the bullet that shot me didn't take my life away... so what's the reason I still exist?" Shit,our war we fight is life, and we are the soldiers on its battlefield not knowing our true mission until the very end. But as a solider of this war that I don't know when its going to end, I can't help but ask this question constantly.

Talking To Mufusa...

Last nite, I can really say I enjoyed myself... after going to classes and watching my white show, The secret life of the American Teenager (dont ask me why I watch it lol) I went go work out with a good friend of mines. As we greeted and met up with each other, we both can see that we didn't want to work out. So after like 10 mins of being in the gym, we decided to go walk around on the beautiful campus we called UT lol <-- that sounds so corny, but anyways we end up walking on the east side of campus a.k.a rape city. Now don't get me wrong, rape city was pretty but just too damn dark to the point that you was able to see the stars clear in the night sky. So me and friend found a nice hill, laid in the grass, and  glazed at the stars. What a romantic spot huh!? lol

   As time went on, we started thinking about the worst songs to get raped to, for example Bump and Grind by R. Kelly. I know rape is a serious thing, but come on y'all know that would be funny and fucked up at the same time.After naming a few songs, we had a talk among ourselves and the king himself, Mufusa, the most gangsta ass lion in history! If only if Mufusa was a person he would be a black man, real talk. But overall, i really did have a good time with my friend. Its been awhile since I took a break from this crazy world we live in to relax and enjoy the natural beauty we have above us.

Damn did they really say that!?

   Its been another crazy week of this life I call college. With all of the homework,going to classes (which is hard,believe me lol), and dealing with my own personal life... I managed to have a social life and go out with my friends threw out the week. One night in particular has been racing my mind back in forward all week. I had a went to a restaurant called Kirby Lane (they have great ass pancakes and queso btw) with some friends. Everybody was having a great time, it was the weekend, we didn't want to go to school Monday,and everybody was enjoying each others company. As I was enjoying my orgasm from eating my pancakes, one of my friends just randomly just said, " Mary your a good friend, really."
   "SAY WHAT!?" were the exact thoughts in my mind... My ass was so shocked that my friends said I looked pissed lol. But I wasn't pissed, it was more like I was just shocked. After going threw a rough time with a friend I had back in the day, I gotta say, its been awhile since I heard them words. Believe me people I"ll share y'all the story of my ex friend sometime in future... but really what makes a good friend!? What makes a person look at their friend and be like damn, he/she is a good ass friend! I mean I know there is really no right or wrong answer to that but I am really curious on how people see life in their point of view and also how they see me. As humans we are all curious on how other people see us and even how we see ourselves... So on that note, when u look at yourself in the mirror, what do you see?

So I guess this means I am a blogger now!?

Hey people or I would like to say hey blog! Well I been meaning to start this blog thing out since I am always writing on my phone but its time to upgrade. Like they say, everybody has a story and I got to the point that I wouldn't mind sharing it to world. So people spare with me, I amma try my best to keep y'all entertained while at the same time,let y'all deeper into the life as a black college person that's out the hood lol. I know a crazy title right!? But if you know me, y'all know that's me just expressing myself :). But anyways this is just a intro to my blog, I shall be posting stuff later on this week about my life, so if your interested, COME ON DOWN!!! YOUR THE NEXT PERSON ON THE MARY ROBY SHOW!!! (Btw I soooo stole that from the Price is Right... great game show but sucks without Bob Barker.)